Today. Was a shitty day. I left at 6:45 and got home at 8:30. I spent it with people I don’t really like, doing a project I don’t care about. I was exhausted.
What I wanted, what I needed, was lift. To be lifted, to be helped up from sadness and exhaustion and hopelessness. What I got...was nothing. Not even cursory interest.
I can’t keep doing this.